skye_writer: Screencap of many pies from the show Pushing Daisies. (baking)
So. To update on my previous entry [link]...

I tried making the caramel again on... Thursday? No. Wednesday. I tried making the caramel again on Wednesday, and it once again did not turn out correctly. I think my sugar crystallized a little in the pan, and after I mixed in the fats (butter and cream), I forgot to turn the heat back on under the pan, which probably didn't help matters. So I gave up on caramel, and did some searching and found a recipe for a lemon white chocolate ganache.

I went to the store, got the ingredients for the ganache, came home, made it. And then it turned out to be exceptionally runny. Not a great consistency for sandwiching between macarons. Even after 24+ hours in the fridge, it flowed a little too easily for my taste. So. Back to the drawing board AGAIN for Thursday.

Did some more searching. I had purchased lemon curd for the failed ganache, so I went looking for buttercream recipes that used lemon curd. A distressing number of these called for lemon zest and fresh-squeezed lemon juice, and going to store more than once a week is not pandemically responsible of me, so I had to reject those out of hand. FINALLY found a recipe for a lemon buttercream that used lemon curd. It was for an entire like four layer cake, so I was going to halve it. And then I got to looking at my powdered sugar reserves, and halved it again and hoped for the best.

I had just enough powdered sugar for the macaron shells and the buttercream. There is still a small smackerel of sugar left, enough to maybe dust on some pancakes. But the buttercream turned out wonderfully--it's sweet but not too sweet, and the tartness of the lemon curd breaks through the sweetness just enough to give it a taste very similar to fresh-squeezed lemonade. I put the buttercream in the fridge and proceeded with the macaron making in earnest.

This involved pressing 200g of almond flour through a sieve. Which is always my least favorite part of making macarons, because you really cannot afford to fudge this particular step. It always takes forever, and it took even longer yesterday because my wrists have been complaining recently about EVERYTHING. The trouble with crocheting too much, I guess. So I took two or three breaks from sifting, but I got it done eventually. I also separated the egg whites. There was nearly a disaster when the weight of one egg pitched my egg separator into the bowl I was putting the whites in, but no yolk got into the whites, thank goodness.

And then today, I made macarons! Other minor problems included the egg whites taking forever to whip up (so much so that I was afraid the sugar syrup I was heating up to mix into said whites would be ready before the whites were); my wrists really not liking the mixing of the whites into the flour-sugar mixture; and the buttercream having hardened into a thick paste in the fridge overnight. These all resolved, more or less--I turned up my mixer and got the whites ready in time, I took some Advil after I was done mixing the batter, and the heat of my hands eventually got the buttercream to loosen up in the piping bag during the sandwiching process.

And now the macarons are resting in the fridge until tomorrow afternoon, when we will be able to EAT THEM. And don't worry, I will post pics on my Instagram [link] when they're ready.

(Though I will say that once again I have not cracked the code on how to get brightly colored macarons like you see everywhere else--I think it's the fact that I use the Italian method. The French method involves just folding the whipped up (and colored) whites into the dry ingredients, whereas with the Italian method, you mix half the whites into the dry ingredients, then whip the other half up and add a hot sugar syrup to them. Then you fold it all together. I've heard the Italian method is a lot more forgiving--I've made macarons five times now and I've only had a few issues. Back to the colors, I think because the whites are so white, that once you add them to the colored dry ingredients mix, it fades the color a lot. And then they seem to fade even more in the oven, but they're very bright inside. Anyway. Enough jargony rambling.)
skye_writer: Screencap of many pies from the show Pushing Daisies. (baking)
So on a whim a couple weeks back, I bought some almond flour while grocery shopping for the purpose of making some macarons, i.e., those cute French sandwich cookies. I've made them before, though it's been a while since I made my last batch.

Looking through my French baking cookbook (Baking Chez Moi by Dorie Greenspan), I decided I would try to make the Salted Caramel Filling recipe that she recommends for macarons, since I wouldn't need to get a lot of special ingredients to make it. I got the heavy cream and unsalted butter I needed, and we have plenty of sugar, so easy enough, right? As I commented earlier today elsewhere, "I've never made a caramel before, but hopefully it goes well."

Reader?

It did not go well.

And of course now that I've cleaned up the mess I made and done all the dishes and had time to look up what might have gone wrong, I can't figure out exactly what did go wrong. It could have been the humidity, for crissakes! That said... I'm thinking I probably cooked the sugar too long and burned it before I even added the butter and cream to it. It probably didn't help that I didn't really spread the sugar evenly in the pan. I might have to use a smaller pan next time around, I don't know. I used our big 14-inch skillet, but maybe the 12-inch one will work better. I DON'T KNOW. Not having a guide to tell me what, exactly, I did wrong is Very Unhelpful.

SO YEAH. I'm a little frustrated and tetchy right now because I really wanted to get this right the first try. But caramel is apparently only a thing that gets easier with practice. So I guess I will try again at some point this week. I've got enough butter for two more tries, if nothing else. (And failing that, I might just say screw it and make something else.)

On the bright side, I say to myself, look at what happened: I failed at something and the world didn't end.
skye_writer: Jenna Coleman as Oswin in Doctor Who episode "Asylum of the Daleks." (oswin)
Things of this week:

- I've written every single day since Sunday, to the tune of at least 400 words each day. So that's been nice.

- I'm plugging along with Priory of the Orange Tree. Just reading a chapter or two a day. It's still interesting and not-bleak, so that's good.

- I baked lemon sugar cookies on Wednesday. They're pretty tasty, though they came out kind of flat because my baking soda was super old (we need more anyway, so this will soon be rectified).

- I played Stardew Valley with a friend yesterday.

- I found a cute new mobile game to play. It's called Sprout and I love it because there's no premium currency and no mandatory ads. It's a garden idler game, and the only ads come up if you want to do the bonus production minigames, which are totally optional. (In fact, the only time you have to do one to progress a goal, there's no ad in front of it.) But it's a cute game and I'm having a lot of fun with it.

- I've also been playing Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp more often. I might take another break from it next month, depending on what the monthly event prizes look like. I dunno. I'm enjoying myself currently, so that's all that matters.

- I rented Captain Marvel yesterday and I'm gonna watch it sometime this afternoon/evening.

- Irritability has all but vanished, which means it probably was a hormones thing. Which means something needs to be adjusted. Which argh. I see my meds person next Friday, at least. But still: argh.

- That's about it? I guess? I dunno. Hope you're all doing well, as usual.

- EDIT: OH NO WAIT. I forgot, there is something awesome happening next week! I got an email from Barnes and Noble about events at my local store (which is about 40 mins away in the next big city). HARRY AND THE POTTERS IS GOING TO BE PLAYING A SHOW THERE NEXT THURSDAY. So needless to say I AM GOING TO THAT. (Harry and the Potters is the founding wizard rock band, and I've been listening to their music for like 10+ years. SO YEAH.)
skye_writer: Screencap of many pies from the show Pushing Daisies. (baking)
First off, the cupcakes: [ Follow this finely-crafted link! ]

And now the rest of it:

Haven't been up to much. I've done like 600 words of writing over the past two days, which... isn't great? But oh well? I don't particularly care all that much, though I would like to reach 10k on Camp NaNo, and maybe even halfway on my [community profile] getyourwordsout goal of 75k.

Yesterday was spent baking cupcakes and then this morning was spent decorating them. Thank goodness they were pretty low maintenance cupcakes this year. I like having all that done, because my brother and SIL are coming up for the party, and I'd like to hang out with them a little bit.

Oh, I also spent Thursday afternoon sitting outside and writing and stuff? And then I got a horrible sunburn for my trouble. Mostly just on one arm, and I got some aloe gel for it, but it hurt like a sonuva Thursday night and yesterday morning. Today I'm not feeling it at all, thank goodness, though my arm is still pretty red. I'll live. Though I will admit it's times like these that make me which I'd inherited my dad's skin, which mostly browns instead of burning. (Apparently that's due to some Cherokee blood a few generations back on his side.) That said, I don't mind being fair, but I have to remember next time to put some sunblock on before I go sitting around in the sun. 

Not much planned for today. Got my niece's birthday party, of course, and I've got three movies I need to watch or otherwise just return or whatever. I'm going to try to watch them, but I don't know.
skye_writer: Cropped cap of Mako Mori from Pacific Rim. (wistful mako)
Just an update for the sake of it. Not that I've been up to much.

Still working on the Tron/Pacific Rim crossover. Haven't written anything on it today, but I've been poking away at it. I think my muse is finally running out of steam, so I don't know what's going to happen next, both with the story and with the other stories I'd like to work on. I would really like to get back to work on some of my more "important" stories (though that important is relative, of course). But this has been a fun diversion, and I'd like to see how long I can make it last.

I also rented some movies the other night. Hoping to get through most of them before they're due back on Saturday. Movies: Jumanji (the new one; it was amusing enough but not enough that I felt like watching the whole thing); Spotlight (watched it last night; VERY VERY GOOD); He Called Me Malala (documentary); Logan Lucky (Soderbergh's latest); and Scott Pilgrim vs. the World and Dredd, both of which I've seen before and love to pieces but really need to get for my collection. I might see if I can fit in a couple movies tonight or tomorrow; we'll see what happens.

Also happening tomorrow: I'm getting the Pacific Rim artbook!! I ordered it along with my younger niece's birthday present and wasn't expecting it til next week because it was backordered, but I got the shipping notification today and it said I'd be getting it tomorrow! I'm very excited; I've basically wanted this book for five years and for some reason never thought to buy it til now? I don't know. But I'm pumped about it. Can't wait to see all the cool cool concept art and stuff like that. :D

Not much going on in real life. My younger niece's birthday party is this weekend and I've been commissioned to help decorate cupcakes again. Luckily they'll be much easier than last year's design--just simple Mickey and Minnie cupcakes with a frosting swirl, mini Oreo ears, and candy bows on the Minnie cupcakes. (Last year's cupcakes were Sesame Street themed and I had to deal with SO MUCH FONDANT OH MY GOD. You can see them here on my Instagram.) Also I'll get to see my brother and SIL again, since they're coming up for the party. Looking forward to that.

Other than... all that, I'm not doing much. Hope you all reading this are doing well. :)

Whoops.

Oct. 11th, 2017 07:51 pm
skye_writer: Cropped cap of Peridot from Steven Universe, with a blank expression and stars for pupils. (peridot star eyes)
Totally forgot to post an entry yesterday. In my defense, I was kind of exhausted. Also: nobody's perfect.

I've been doing all right the last couple of days. Been playing Stardew Valley a lot, which has been fun. I figured out how to mod it yesterday, so I've got some mods installed, including one that changes the look of the buildings and varies them by season. So that's fun. Looking at more mods and trying to figure out what I want to add at the moment.

I haven't written anything really since Monday. Which is NOT bad. It's fine. One of the things we talked about in therapy this morning was the fact that I need to stop setting such sky-high expectations for myself. It kind of fueled my depression last week, and has probably been affecting it for a long time. The bullet journal is kind of a help and a hindrance in this regard. But hopefully with some work I can get my brain to stop treating me like crap when I don't do All The Things.

I baked apple crisp today. This mostly came about because Mom and I tried the new apple crisp they have at Arby's, which honestly doesn't deserve the name. It's basically coffee cake with apples and caramel and whipped cream on top. Like. It's literally a cake. When everyone knows that apple crisp's primary ingredient is apples, with some kind of crispy crust (usually involving oats) on top. Duh. So I was kind of upset about that and feeling ripped off of my fair share of apples, and oh hey, we had plenty of apples at home, so... apple crisp! It was very tasty, and I can't wait to eat more of it. :D

Anyway.

I am hoping to get better about what I expect of myself in the coming days. I will keep you all posted about that, of course, and hopefully along the way I'll get some new things done and worked out and such. One can only hope. :) 

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