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skye_writerTotally forgot to post an entry yesterday. In my defense, I was kind of exhausted. Also: nobody's perfect.
I've been doing all right the last couple of days. Been playing Stardew Valley a lot, which has been fun. I figured out how to mod it yesterday, so I've got some mods installed, including one that changes the look of the buildings and varies them by season. So that's fun. Looking at more mods and trying to figure out what I want to add at the moment.
I haven't written anything really since Monday. Which is NOT bad. It's fine. One of the things we talked about in therapy this morning was the fact that I need to stop setting such sky-high expectations for myself. It kind of fueled my depression last week, and has probably been affecting it for a long time. The bullet journal is kind of a help and a hindrance in this regard. But hopefully with some work I can get my brain to stop treating me like crap when I don't do All The Things.
I baked apple crisp today. This mostly came about because Mom and I tried the new apple crisp they have at Arby's, which honestly doesn't deserve the name. It's basically coffee cake with apples and caramel and whipped cream on top. Like. It's literally a cake. When everyone knows that apple crisp's primary ingredient is apples, with some kind of crispy crust (usually involving oats) on top. Duh. So I was kind of upset about that and feeling ripped off of my fair share of apples, and oh hey, we had plenty of apples at home, so... apple crisp! It was very tasty, and I can't wait to eat more of it. :D
Anyway.
I am hoping to get better about what I expect of myself in the coming days. I will keep you all posted about that, of course, and hopefully along the way I'll get some new things done and worked out and such. One can only hope. :)
I've been doing all right the last couple of days. Been playing Stardew Valley a lot, which has been fun. I figured out how to mod it yesterday, so I've got some mods installed, including one that changes the look of the buildings and varies them by season. So that's fun. Looking at more mods and trying to figure out what I want to add at the moment.
I haven't written anything really since Monday. Which is NOT bad. It's fine. One of the things we talked about in therapy this morning was the fact that I need to stop setting such sky-high expectations for myself. It kind of fueled my depression last week, and has probably been affecting it for a long time. The bullet journal is kind of a help and a hindrance in this regard. But hopefully with some work I can get my brain to stop treating me like crap when I don't do All The Things.
I baked apple crisp today. This mostly came about because Mom and I tried the new apple crisp they have at Arby's, which honestly doesn't deserve the name. It's basically coffee cake with apples and caramel and whipped cream on top. Like. It's literally a cake. When everyone knows that apple crisp's primary ingredient is apples, with some kind of crispy crust (usually involving oats) on top. Duh. So I was kind of upset about that and feeling ripped off of my fair share of apples, and oh hey, we had plenty of apples at home, so... apple crisp! It was very tasty, and I can't wait to eat more of it. :D
Anyway.
I am hoping to get better about what I expect of myself in the coming days. I will keep you all posted about that, of course, and hopefully along the way I'll get some new things done and worked out and such. One can only hope. :)
