want vs. should
Nov. 28th, 2019 07:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skye_writerSome good news first: I made my goal for NaNoWriMo/![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
getyourwordsout! I set a goal of 17k for NaNo so I could meet my pledge for GYWO of 75k, and I can happily report that I made it! Not sure anything I’ve written—either this month or this year—is really any good, but... hey, I wrote something. And I made a goal and reached it, so that’s also nice.
So I’m feeling wiped from writing so much and so often this month, which... okay. That’s fine. But at the same time, I am so stressed out still by everything left to do this month/year. I’ve got one cross-stitch project I’d like to try and finish, but I just don’t know that that’s going to happen, even with like 1/4 left on it. I don’t feel like I’m doing enough, and my cross-stitch hyperfocus is just gone and ARGH. Also I still have to do Christmas shopping. And figure out what I’m getting everyone in the first place.
And all I really want to do is... nothing? Stardew Valley just updated for PC with a ton of new content, so I’d love to play that endlessly. And just hang out watching movies or whatever all day. I don’t want to have to do anything, but there’s so many things I have to do and it’s just............. argh. I hate everything.
I don’t know. I don’t really have a lot to share, just that I’m tired of.... everything. Hope you all are doing well.
getyourwordsout! I set a goal of 17k for NaNo so I could meet my pledge for GYWO of 75k, and I can happily report that I made it! Not sure anything I’ve written—either this month or this year—is really any good, but... hey, I wrote something. And I made a goal and reached it, so that’s also nice.So I’m feeling wiped from writing so much and so often this month, which... okay. That’s fine. But at the same time, I am so stressed out still by everything left to do this month/year. I’ve got one cross-stitch project I’d like to try and finish, but I just don’t know that that’s going to happen, even with like 1/4 left on it. I don’t feel like I’m doing enough, and my cross-stitch hyperfocus is just gone and ARGH. Also I still have to do Christmas shopping. And figure out what I’m getting everyone in the first place.
And all I really want to do is... nothing? Stardew Valley just updated for PC with a ton of new content, so I’d love to play that endlessly. And just hang out watching movies or whatever all day. I don’t want to have to do anything, but there’s so many things I have to do and it’s just............. argh. I hate everything.
I don’t know. I don’t really have a lot to share, just that I’m tired of.... everything. Hope you all are doing well.
